作词 : RTJ/Tunna
作曲 : RTJ/Tunna
Now the nightmares crawling through my memories
Looks like in the mirror is my enemy
Imma fight but I can't win against me
Oo against me
Now the nightmares crawling through my memories
Looks like in the mirror is my enemy
Imma fight but I can't win against me
Oo against me
I’m walking on this road alone
I’m deleting contacts from my phone
All these demons in my head that’s not shown
But they the ones that get me in my zone
But now they tryna get me overthrown
They be controlling my vocal tone
I know that I’m on my own
Know that I got a evil bone
But know this the road I chose
Thought I got rid of it, but they keep coming back
Built a concrete wall, they slipping through the cracks
It’s like a virus, my system has been hacked
They waiting in the dark, waiting till I crack
But I know that I wanna keep living
And I know that I’m not just tripping
Keep all this shit bottled inside, well-hidden
Say some dumb catchphrase just so I can fit in
I gotta win every competition
Middle finger up, saying **** the system
It’s a bad addiction
Like I lost my vision
I need prescriptions
I feel imprisoned
With this hole that I just can’t fill
With this drink, I still can’t chill
I’m not sick, but know I’m ill
Cook these rappers with my grill
I win against anybody, that’s how it’s always been
But every win that I get, I commit a sin
Believe me when I say that I got a evil twin
Won many battles, but I can’t win this battle within
Now the nightmares crawling through my memories
Looks like in the mirror is my enemy
Imma fight but I can't win against me
Oo against me ooo
Now the nightmares crawling through my memories
Looks like in the mirror is my enemy
Imma fight but I can't win against me
Oo against me
Looking at myself in the mirror, what do I see?
A person controlled by demons, he’s trying hard to break free
Wanna spread love to the world but he’s down on his knees
Wanna lock these demons up, but he can’t find the keys
All these bars that I write come straight from the heart
I’ve been straight with y’all, it's been like this right from the start
It’s really been a blessing to take a part in this art
I’ll do it again even if it means I have to restart
Damn
I light up a cig
I’m taking a swig
I gotta choose quick
Which side should I pick?
Demon or the angel? This shouldn’t be complicated
But I’m stuck in the middle, being ****ing hesitant
This ain’t a ****ing riddle
Every day I still ask myself what is life?
Maybe life starts when you go and grab that knife
Maybe life starts when you start living right
Or maybe life is just getting through the ****ing night
Now the nightmares crawling through my memories
Looks like in the mirror is my enemy
Imma fight but I can't win against me
Oo against me
Now the nightmares crawling through my memories
Looks like in the mirror is my enemy
Imma fight but I can't win against me
Oo against me