Never Know (Explicit)

All this liquor in my system drinking to myself myself myself

Funny how we say it numbs the pain

But deep inside we know it never helps never helps

Lately I just don't know where to go

I just hope you ain't with somebody else somebody else

Trying not to think about it now

Grab the bottle drinking to myself to myself

I drink it to myself to myself

Hey yeah

Tryin' not to lose myself inside the emptiness

What gets me is the devil's two steps ahead of us look

Sometimes I feel like there ain't no happiness left in us

I start to feel like this world

It just isn't meant for us

They hate us and they play us and they breakin' us down

They find the things we love and take away what we found

And the closest people to us drift away as we drown

Gave you all I ever had don't run away from me now

I would've died for you lived for you I would have killed

I would've tried for you hurt for you I couldn't feel

Instead I lied to you

Now you gone and I'm tryna heal

But I'm so numb looking for something to feel

But I don't wanna waste time you know

I was there for you

Even though it takes time you know that I cared for

If you needed anything I would take the fall for you

Could've been my everything could've gave it all to you

Would've gave it all to you all to you all to you

Yeah they say that if you love

It you should let it go yeah

I used to think you were the one for me

But now I'll probably never know Probably never know

Now I'm going through this pain again but

I can never let it show show

Hopin' that the cycle changes I would probably never know never know

Did this even matter to you I will probably never know

Never know

But I don't wanna waste time you know

I was there for you

Even though it takes time you know that I cared for

If you needed anything I would take the fall for you

Could've been my everything could've gave it all to you

Would've gave it all to you all to you all to you