作词 : 杨千禧r/WENBO
作曲 : WENBO
I don’t see where I‘m going
or if I'm going anywhere at all
I wanna say I feel abandoned
as if my future is closing its doors
but I know
that I'm the only one holding the knob
and I'm turning it
locking myself up (I'm sorry)
I was running alright
being the top of the class
I was sure about life
I thought and I write
It was so easy and happy
I rode on the tide
But that was all past tense
slowly but steadily I had all lost it (lost it)
whether it was the people around me the TV or destiny
now I’m confounded
It would be fine you know
I would be grateful to rest and check on the flowers on the side of the road
but it’s not like that truth is I crawled
saw another side of the world and I was appalled
the fascination too cunning
so furtive thus so stunning
so I played with it
hoping it will give me something new
you know ease the uneasiness
I would’ve taken that thought outta my heads
outta my hands
if I knew it was this addictive
if I knew that it would get out of control
make me a lier then turn me into a hypocrite
But the fault has been done
once the pleasure is gone I was pushed to the dump that I dug
hush hush my two devils they are getting too loud
was a push or was that a jump?
I don’t know where I’m going
or if I'm going anywhere at all (going anywhere at all)
I wanna say I feel abandoned
as if my future is closing its doors (closing its door)
**** I closed those doors
(杨千禧)
又是一个人用药物麻醉的深夜
我开始意识到我的灵魂出现了分裂
他们分别对立而我是善与恶的分界
朋友说我变了情感也不再那么真切
我收起了对世界的爱意
乌云把清纯的天空给代替
难道我是世上唯一的败笔
那我就变成魔鬼反正没人在意
镜子对面是另一个人嘛
他像极了我但我知道他并非是我
不想长大想永远的干净
却被现实浇灭了我刚燃起的火
到底什么把我逼疯
这条路为我亮起红灯
为何我会如此的疲惫
亲手killmylife对全世界大喊一声
fxxk u
i hate the moonlight
why it is so cold
why it is so cold
save my life save my soul
我双眼被蒙住看不到以后
午夜狗叫让我心慌大脑疼痛
我是颗沙粒飘散在半空中