For so long
I was afraid of this day to come
I'm still looking for more answers
And I know
This time I really dived to deep
Fell down on my knees the air too thick to breathe
Going back to where I've started
Tried to find my dream but stumbled
I've got to get stronger
I'm trying to speak
But it's hard to explain
It feels like living, but I'm dying again
I'm drowning, but still breathing,
Breathing as well
I got one foot in heaven and one foot in hell
Like Monday mornings
I'm already tired again
Slowly fading
Out of dreams of yesterday
Like Monday mornings
And at least my thoughts are free
It's a long way for a teardrop
From the mountain to the sea
So let it begin
Let the pain slowly creep in
I'm falling in line the way I never wanted
All dreams and emotions
Are buried at the bottom of the ocean
And I'm going under
Going back to where I've started
Tried to find my dream but stumbled,
Oh yeah stumbled