I know you hate this, I don't ******* like it either.
My brain can't stay still, I'm struggling to chill myself
I really hate me, cause I can't ******* kill myself
I been blocking out my mind just to heal myself.
She gon' thank me when I kick the bucket.
Obsessive thinking, my mind crazy, but I can't say **** it.
Cause I got you and these people who gon' listen to me
This shit my therapy, don't take it as a lecture homie.
I *******, lay in bed just thinking and shit.
I think I'd probably be happy if I didn't think about shit, but I can't help it my mind racing like a track meet
I try to sleep then get depressed like the **** happened to me.
I’m wasting my time, I opened my eyes
Can't rely on these ******* I learned that the hard way
Coming back to my senses, but live been through hell
I'm a lion in a cell, but it's kinda hard to tell
Now I don't mean to yell, but sometimes I need to get this feeling out of my chest.
I love my homies, s/o my brothas 1 time
I hope they not lonely, cause I'm barely alive.
I know you hate this, I don't ******* like it either.
My brain can't stay still, I'm struggling to chill myself
I really hate me, cause I can't ******* kill myself
I been blocking out my mind just to heal myself.