作词 : Zyee之渝
作曲 : Zyee之渝
混音/母带/封面:Zyee之渝
故事的第一页是03年秋
也许是下着小雨的杭州
第一件衣服是红色毛衣左右再带着两个硕大的兜
童年的他生活无忧无虑
伴着长大音乐还有玩具
害怕关灯睡觉 总是期盼长大
可长大后却发疯般想着回去
上的学校 算不上是最好
每次压力来到 努力差不多就好
没当过垫底也成为不了第一
从小就没筑好努力的地基
学不会自律 还总是纠结不定
面对无论考试还是人生的处境
向往自由 和独立的个性
内心的优柔 寡断反复勒令
u r only 19
always feeling down
dad told me pick the wine
my thoughts got drowned i feel
hate the lie u just wanna get over
black out on the pain at night
sometimes u just need the light
(采样自Kyle Cease 演讲)
because it was death to the story of who they are
they weren’t an alignment to receive that
because they thought who I am
as someone who gets loved
because I tell people that im broke
someone who I am is someone who gets loved
because I say that im a victim
someone who I am is I tell people that I have a problem
we are trained that
we get love for being depressed
when u r sad
a lot people are there for u
so we get totally wired
that u get love
when u r not happy
right?
U better keep sabotaging stuff
Because your friends might not like u
If u start to thrive
Trust me on this
This happens
背着拖延症爬行了19个春秋
“这首也算赋新词强说的愁?”
别人的看法总是将你淹没
后果的害怕总是将你链锁
这条路上也有许多真心朋友
自己不成熟松开握紧的右手
亲眼目睹过生命的逝去
我到底要如何表达我的情绪
now find my way
with my pace
分配文字再去和伴奏交汇
人生在前方别总是倒退 朝着过去的告慰
人要变得果敢 相信文字带给你的启发
dont be trapped by that social media
从现实里找自己
清醒且自律 自信 自启 自由 直叙
u r only 19
always feeling down
dad told me pick the wine
my thoughts got drowned i feel
hate the lie u just wanna get over
black out on the pain at night
sometimes u just need the light