Green Star -PEARS
Written by :PEARS
Garbed in misery a mirror of my world vomit still speckles my bib
Lowly imps of pity swarm like buzzards in the sun
To lull me to sleep in my crib
I dream of you and then I dream of something else
I lust to be lustful once more
Recounting failures I have failed once again
The kismit I cannot ignore
Inside of this crater I have combed for days
For any small sliver moments looped replayed
I wanted to save you
I haven't the strength to save us both
I long to be near you your ship is now miles out from my coast
I still get your messages
No flickers of light will bring you back what was almost blinding
Fades slowly to black
Alone confused with a body I abused silenced by a monster in my place
Defeat passenger seat driver steals my voice and wears my face
I wanted to save you I haven't the strength to save us both
I long to be near you your ship is now miles out from my coast
I still get your messages
They're useless but mean the world to me recalling my mother
Smiling down at the proud little boy I used to be
This river runs higher
To all I've ever desired
I washed up on purpose
Drowning on the surface
In envy of what he became a dying green star