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作曲 : Olivia O'Brien/gnash
feeling used,
but I'm,
still missing you,
and I can't,
see the end of this,
just wanna feel your kiss,
against my lips,
and now all this time,
is passing by,
but I still can't seem to tell you why,
it hurts me every time I see you,
realize how much I need you,
i hate you i love you,
i hate that i love you,
don't want to, but i can't put,
nobody else above you,
i hate you i love you,
i hate that i want you,
you want her, you need her,
and I'll never be her,
i miss you when i can't sleep,
or right after coffee,
or right when i can't eat,
i miss you in my front seat,
still got sand in my sweaters,
from nights we don't remember,
do you miss me like i miss you?
****** around and got attached to you,
friends can break your heart too, and,
i'm always tired but never of you,
if i pulled a you on you, you wouldn't like that ****,
i put this real out, but you wouldn't bite that ****,
i type a text but then i never mind that ****,
i got these feelings but you never mind that ****,
oh oh, keep it on the low,
you're still in love with me but your friends don't know,
if you wanted me you would just say so,
and if i were you, i would never let me go,
i don't mean no harm,
i just miss you on my arm,
wedding bells were just alarms,
caution tape around my heart,
you ever wonder what we coulda been?
you said you wouldn't and you ******* did,
lie to me, lie with me, get your ******* fix,
now all my drinks and all my feelings are all ******* mixed,
always missing people that i shouldn't be missing,
sometimes you gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance,
i know that i control my thoughts, and i should stop reminiscing,
but i learned from my dad that it's good to have feelings,
when love and trust are gone,
i guess this is moving on,
everyone i do right does me wrong,
so every lonely night, i sing this song,
i hate you i love you,
i hate that i love you,
don't want to, but i can't put,
nobody else above you,
i hate you i love you,
i hate that i want you,
you want her, you need her,
and i'll never be her,
all alone i watch you watch her,
like she‘s the only girl you've ever seen,
you don't care u never did,
you don't give a damn about me,
yeah all alone i watch you watch her,
she's the only thing you've ever seen,
how is it you never notice,
that you are slowly killing me,
i hate you i love you,
i hate that i love you,
don't want to, but i can't put,
nobody else above you,
i hate you i love you,
i hate that i want you,
you want her, you need her,
and i’ll never be her。