So Many Times - Selwyn
Lyrics by:Selwyn
Composed by:Selwyn
Don't know why they're tryna cut me down
Yeah we're way to far to turn around
Don't know why they're tryna cut me down
Yeah there's no way that I'll turn back now
Love is a strange thing
I could have it figured out and think the same thing
Up until recently I didn't believe that love existed
Now I'm not sure confused and my heart is twisted
I admit that I get jealous worry and overthink
I've got issues I try to suppress when I sink
It's not healthy maybe I need help
Maybe I need to take some time for myself
I've got a lot of life to live a lot of fish in the sea
But for some reason fishing only brings you to me
I can't help thinking that we were meant to be
Then you just whisper in my ear that you just wanna be free
Then you whisper in my ear that you love me it's funny
All these changing feelings got me clumsy
I'm sorry if I hurt you really I mean it
I guess we're both hurt and nobody can fix it like
Don't know why they're tryna cut me down
Yeah we're way to far to turn around
Don't know why they're tryna cut me down
Yeah there's no way that I'll turn back now
I messed it up so many times
I'm still holding on to you
I'm holding on for you
I messed it up so many times
I'm still holding on to you
I'm holding on for you
Yeah I cannot forgive all of the things that I did
Things that I said I've got a lot of things that I regret
All the thoughts that I had man I wish they didn't happen
I guess I was insecure about the things that I was lacking
I'm going crazy cos I'm tryna win you back
I cannot tell you all my feelings so I put them on a track
I wasn't lying when I told you that I loved you I do
I told you that I wasn't ready to commit cos I knew
That I'd mess it up
Now I'm tryna make it up to you
Tryna show you deep down I'm a good guy
When you're not here yeah the time it just flies by
When I'm all alone it's a struggle just to get by
Yeah I struggle with my feelings and with dealing with them properly
I can't get out my head that I just feel like an anomaly
Maybe everything will work out in the end
I just hope that we learn to slow down at the bend like
Don't know why they're tryna cut me down
Yeah we're way to far to turn around
Don't know why they're tryna cut me down
Yeah there's no way that I'll turn back now
I messed it up so many times
I'm still holding on to you
I'm holding on for you
I messed it up so many times
I'm still holding on to you
I'm holding on for you
I messed it up so many times
I'm still holding on to you
I'm holding on for you
I messed it up so many times
I'm still holding on to you
I'm holding on for you