作词 : Motion City Soundtrack
作曲 : Motion City Soundtrack
(In this department)
Let's get ****ed up and die
I'm speaking figuratively, of course
Like the last time that I committed suicide, social suicide
Yeah, so I'm already dead on the inside
But I can still pretend with my memories and photographs
I've learned to love the lie
I wanna know what it's like to be awkward and innocent, not belligerent
I wanna know how it feels to be useful and pertinent and have common sense, yeah
Let me in, let me into the club, cause I wanna belong
And I need to get strong, and if memory serves
I'm addicted to words and they're useless
(In this department)
Let's get ****ed up and die
I'm riding hard on the last legs of every lie
And the BMX bike of my life is about to explode
I'm about to explode
I'm a mess, I'm a wreck
I am perfect, and I have learned to accept all my problems and shortcomings
Cause I am so visceral, yet deeply inept
I want to thank you for being a part of my forget-me-nots and marigolds
And all the things that don't get old
Is it legal to do this? I surely don't know
It's the only way I have learned to express myself around other people's descriptions of life
I'm afraid I'm alone and entirely useless
(In this department)
Let's get ****ed up and die
For the last time with feeling, we'll try not to smile
As we cover our heads and drink heavily into the nights
That's no shocking surprise
I believe that I can overcome this and beat everything in the end
But I choose to abuse for the time being
Maybe I'll win, but for now I've decided to die
Sister soldiers, you’ve been such a positive influence on my mental frame
If I could ever repay you, I would, but I'm hard up for cash
And my memory lacks initiative
God damn, the liquor store's close, we were so close to scoring
It hurts, it destroys, till it kills
I am tired and hungry and totally useless