作词 : NahY0un9
作曲 : NahY0un9
The best way to relax is self-harm.
I don't even know anyone who get really done
to have fun.oh jesus, I need a handgun.
to end depression. no pain!
nothing remained, just painful lonely,uneasy and shame.
God damn,if there's really anyone can help me.
So please tell me.
I'm always so tired and so why
are the people don't like me.
Am I truly a freek?yeah I might be
the buildings are so high
that i can jump down without any thinking.
But I'm fear to try it.
Oh depression, i hate it.
Cuttin'myself and see how much it bleed.
i do such a thing just to beg for the Pleasure.
Anybody behind me had gone Cuz' they thought
i've gone crazy.
No one to sing a song or play with.
They said all is Okay but me.
Taking me away I don't wanna stay here.
I am the one who everybody hated.
dad and mom I'm sorry,
Cuz tonight i gonna go
Standing alone cuz i'm so lonely.shall i gonna die
Singing a song to myself i wanted.it's time to say goodbye~
It's ture. it's what we will do.
We got the life is lucky so why do
we care about lose.
there's nothings can't be improved.
I want to tell you the reality that the world is full
of someone like you, they are all lonely but that can be to proved
that anyone can change by himself that must be so cool.
and yeah, we are the freek but what's been out.
we can do struggle since now.
2020 is coming don't sit down,
we all stand up and you know how.
We are climbing the Qomolangma and reach the top of the world that breaking the
doubt.and it is never to late to change it.
Depression has been work out.
we are not old that anything could be solved.
当我醒来却发现身边没有人能懂我
周围的人对我冷眼相对包括他们的同伙
所以总是一个人独来独往
这世界与我没关联
因为这不是配角的主场
那就只能强笑欢颜
每天过的都很疲惫
拖着弯曲无力的脊背
而他们总催促让你一味
地在前十找到你的席位
失去了对生活的眷恋
在追梦路途渐行渐远
而这些发自肺腑之言
让你在无数个黑夜失眠
但这不是我想要的我想你是时候做出改变了
夺回被抢掉的有谁希望自己成为摆件呢
要把所有经历充分嚼爵不仅是知识而已
有更多重要的道理去学家人会支持着你
那摔倒的女孩快重新站起来
得为自己和家人奋斗
从出生以来就不能再洗牌
只能让汗水把衣襟渗透
不喜欢依靠别人的蛀虫
所以和他们水火不容
而你像一种药材功效好比鹿茸
不应该被埋葬和蛀虫不同
所以不能向命运屈服
不随波逐流地迂腐
把恐惧全部都驱逐
让一切都回到了基础
你的降临让你的父母高兴的像是中奖
be kind to yourself别辜负了他们的供养
The manners you show me lead me into somewhere hopeless
until i woke up!oh~ now i know why.