I met my ex on a streetcar yesterday
He recognised me, I him
Tried to grab his gaze
I looked up from my phone too late
He was already looking away, well
I'll see him 'round here once again
And in my head, I do something
Then reality hits: I'll say nothing
But in my head, ooh, I feel glad, I guess
Then reality cuts like a knife right through my chest
I don't even know myself
Choking on a wishing well
Whoring for a little hope
Starving stupid for the ropes
Never get filled by seas so full of fish
I confess my endless loneliness
These men I **** somehow keep showing up
Skyline nor horizon ever wide enough
I looked up from my phone too early
Now I'm leaving in a hurry
I'll see him 'round here once again
And in my head
(In my head)
I do something
(I do something)
Then reality hits
(Reality hits)
I'll say nothing
(Say nothing)
But in my head
(In my head)
Ooh, I feel glad, I guess
Then reality cuts like razors through my chest
I don't even know myself
Choking on a wishing well
Whoring for a little hope
Starving stupid for the ropes
I'll never get filled by seas so full of fish
I confess my endless loneliness
I'm a misanthropic
Humanist at heart
This silly scum's my favourite part
I'm a misanthropic
Humanist at heart
This city scum's my miserable art
I'm a misanthropic
Humanist at heart
This silly scum's my favourite part
I'm a misanthropic
Humanist at heart
The city scum's my personal, miserable art
And why
I don't even know myself
Choking on a wishing well
Whoring for a little hope
Starving stupid for the ropes
Never get filled by seas so full of fish
I confess my endless loneliness
When I don't even know myself
I don't!
I don't even know myself
No I don't!
But I'm still here!
I won't disappear!
No, I'm still here!
I WON'T DISAPPEAR!
I'm still here
I won't disappear
I'm still here
I won't disappear
I'm still here
I won't disappear
(I'm still here)
I'm still here
I won't disappear
(I'm still here)
I'm still here
No, I'm still here
I'm still here
I'm still here