作词 : MoFly
作曲 : MoFly
编曲 : MoFly
I'm too scared to admit that I'm anxious
To proof that ima tough guy I don't need any answers
Or Splitting the cursing words in my lyrics to pretend yeah
I have no guns but Act like banger
Been a long time haven't get my pen work
You gotta be numb to face your anger
I know it's normal I've been trying to keep me calm but I,can't I can't,i pushed away my friends yeah
I was too young and i can't understand
I was the same as you as a man yeah
But think about time we'd spent yeah
How can i let it slide let it end yeah
And i thought that you were mine
Pop a pill it gets me high
Can i get them off my mind
All these demons round my life
And i know you've told me lies
I don't wanna analyze
I've been facing my dark side
I don't wanna know why
I don't wanna know why
And i don't even wanna have a try
Runaway now you are my prey
Stay in whie house you gotta pray
I'ma psycho ass jerk i want you so bad
Ima crazy, alien paranoid overthinking boy
I'ma genius in my hometown but I cannot solve the problem--ME
Got bad romance flowing in my vein i wanna sing you R&B
May i picture my brian with the glorious marvelous purple to show you I'ma fiend
And this pressure,keep pressing me
Depressing me wanna dress in green and just wrapped in the rain to destroy myself
Like bad villain meet the death in the game
I know God of death must be heard of my name
Gotta block all the stuff when they hurt my feelings
Ain't no more cure to fix my pain
Ain't medicine there to cure my illness
I accept all the consequences
Eat all the karma i cry frequently
I am the one the exclusion
Remove my confusion I've try a million times to tell myself I don't want you
I admit I'm too sacred to respond you
But I can't get rid of this trap
Who can I call at the moment I want you
And i thought that you were mine
Pop a pill it gets me high
Can i get them off my mind
All these demons round my life
And i know you've told me lies
I don't wanna analyze
I've been facing my dark side
I don't wanna know why
And i still watch those pictures
Idiot hoes wanna get close to me
I'm too low to put it down so it holds a Me
I mean depression drove me to the finish line just like the old me
I was searching for truth and I approach this
And i
I can't cope with these trauma i felt OD
These drama got me cold
Can i just quit it slowly
I've should just dropped out earlier
But life is a dice game ,she's a bitch just like you
Now i don't consider what is real
I only care about how I feel
Gotta keep moving towards to the peak so i get thrilled
Ain't no more question i know I gotta drill
If I made it i will put my brothers'name on the grill
Like a
Like a caterpillar through the rain
To where God allowed,God bless
It's a place that we've been wishing for
Towards to the peak,Just keep moving
Through the sunshine you can see I'm keep doing this