作词 : Courtney LaPlante
作曲 : Courtney LaPlante/Mike Stringer/Dan Braunstein
I feel alone in my body
I feel a silence underneath
In these valleys of blood, in these rivers of rust
Shoulder all the blame again, mirror locked until the end
It was violent and rough, I was never enough
But what if I was
Stable enough to wind me down the road
Like a remora swims?
But what if I was
Inside a thousand lives to get my ghost
It's never enough, it's never enough
And I've always been ashamed that I want to
Fall into a dream with my honour
Desecrated, Blood is jaded
I've never found a way to be honest
All I know is a place where I haunted
Mеmories faded, blood is jaded
In my dreams all I see is a crimson key
Tethered by a falling string
Meant to turn in the lock for me
I can't leave so I justify
Interloper of confidence
Under pressure of influence
Not a curse that I caused, never to rot
What if I was
What if I was
What if I was
What if I was
Never enough, never enough
And I've always been ashamed that I want to
Fall into a dream with my honour
Desecrated, blood is jaded
I've never found a way to be honest
All I know is a place where I haunted
Memories faded, blood is jaded
I know where I want to go
But you know that it's too close
And you know that it’s too late this time
And I've always been ashamed that I want to
Fall into a dream with my honour
I've never found a way to be honest
All I know is a place where I haunted
Memories faded, blood is jaded
And I’ve always been ashamed that I want to
Fall into a dream with my honour
Desecrated, blood is jaded
I've never found a way to be honest
All I know is a place where I haunted
Memories faded, blood is jaded