作词 : kuudere
Produced + written by kuudere
Mixed by tonser
Photo by N0ahneko
Cover art by kuudere
i texted you
“come meet me back at my place”
but you’re refusing to listen
push me away
but you’re always walking my way
making the same old decisions
i thought i had something for once
but now i’ve got it
it’s not enough
i’m just in constant confliction
with things that you vision
but i can’t get enough
I don’t know how to act now
I’m in love with this feeling
If it’s you then i will never back down
Is it the drugs or is it the real thing?
Tell me will you ever come back now?
Cause you’re worth it all
i’m the worst of all
I left you when i was needed
At the end of fall
I should’ve kept it all
I should’ve left a call
I should be the one next to you
But that’s the way it goes
I can’t stop counting the time that I’ve lost
Didn’t realise until you were distant
You never know what you have until it’s gone
But I can’t help but feel reminiscent
I don’t wanna be with you
Don’t wanna hassle you
Don’t wanna change the person you are
I hate that i keep leaving you
But it hurts me too
Now i know that’s just how it goes
I don’t know how to act now
I’m in love with this feeling
If it’s you then i will never back down
Is it the drugs or is it the real thing?
Tell me will you ever come back now?
Cause you’re worth it all
i’m the worst of all
I left you when i was needed
At the end of fall
I should’ve kept it all
I should’ve left a call
I should be the one next to you
But that’s the way it goes
Does this hurt for you?
Cause it hurts for me too
Am i a burden to you?
Was it all too much?
Baby this is the last time i try
To make things alright
So if we fall apart
It’s on you
Doesn’t this pain make you feel more alive?
Cause my heats on fire for you
but **** it we’re through
I don’t know how to act now
I’m in love with this feeling
If it’s you then i will never back down
Is it the drugs or is it the real thing?
Tell me will you ever come back now?
Cause you’re worth it all
i’m the worst of all
I left you when i was needed
At the end of fall
I should’ve kept it all
I should’ve left a call
I should be the one next to you
But that’s the way it goes
I should’ve kept it all
I should’ve kept it all
I should’ve left a call
I should’ve left
I should’ve kept it all
I should’ve kept it all
I should’ve left a call
I should’ve