作词 : See.H陈浩
作曲 : See.H陈浩
编曲:ahnboi
和声:See.H陈浩
混音:See.H陈浩
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@See.H production
Looking for myself somewhere I know I can't find it
The insecurities I know I can't hide behind em
Nobody missing me All my friends they been lying
Feel free in my dreams now Last night I was flying
Know that I'm too sad for cryin
Told me settle down but I mess up everything
Rapping is a Hood dream please don't leave me
Reaching for the light but I can't see it
I'm up in the clouds yeah
When I come down mood swings hurtin inside out yeah
Don't know why I can't feel good things in the end yeah
Melancholy heart eh
Break me down Oh No
It be shaky I wanna go home
All I see is red but I'm in no mood
Why you always in my head
Said you never come back in the night
Sit back getting high till the morning
Smoking all the sorrow never lasts till I saw it
Hoping for a win lately I've been losin
Got no ice on me lately I've been coolin babe
I'm out of place
I need no space
Can't think alone I'm too ashamed
I feel the same
Feeling so lame
You know I been waiting for the sunny days
I been waiting till then the rain cannot stay
You don't get me what's the point of trying yeah
If I know the outcome getting anyway
You know money doesn't help the pain
Tired of trying to do the same shit
Let it be I cannot blame it anyway
Falling down slowly never be awake