Tear stained carpet,white knuckled grip
I can't forget him or forgive what he did
I thought I loved you,but I can't take another hit
It's only been six weeks and I'm already like this
You took me out and taught me how to skate
With blood on my knees, I told you I would be okay
But you knew nothing's that easy
So you said "Yes" when I asked you to stay
'Cause for the first time, in a long time
I don't want you to go away
I hate that I can't love you
But I'm just in the way
But you say I won't be here forever
And you'll wait as long as it takes
Steal away to meet you when the moon is full
Wearing shoes that don't even fit me
Hoping you'll think I look cool
I hope you do
I hope you know that I think you look ****ing cool
Staying up to see you when you get off of work
But you leave without touching me
And you don't know just how bad it hurts
When I dreamed for weeks of you being my first
I hate that I can't love you
But I'm just in the way
But you say I won't be here forever
And you'll wait as long as it takes