作词 : Leo_V
作曲 : BECU BEATZ
stumbling on the life road, I've dropped handfuls of old hobbies
crashing down on that road, but one thing I shoulda carry with me
cuz hope is really something that leads towards your future dream
keep in mind survival code, despite the fact I've been trapped in hell alone
in the strange and weird circle, could do nothing but hide in my shell with a hope
so I could avoid all the catastrophes, survive heavy storm but I was wrong
shelter was not strong, hopelessly it wouldn't hold that long
been weathered, my feathers been crashed and smashed, all scattered on the ground
splashing the rain, collapsed my faith
all the efforts flowing in vain
spiraling over my head my pain
I've suffered where's my gain
not all seedlings could grow into grain
now I've run out of the excuses to explain
my failure my fault all mine all mine
I could still pretend to be fine but I'm done with that
now I know hope is the key, right
but if you don't do the right deed it's nothing but a piece of shit
thx for encouraging me, for now what I need is more courage
no need to worry age
still young still have opportunities for trial and error
looking in the mirror
tidy up my image
try not to escape but to face it
reflect and refine stay awake
rebuild my confidence
well treat my friends
that's kinda my way
I've been a fool, a pessimistic fool
hardly had any thought, my pet phrase: yes, me too
regarded as a symbol of being cool
now seems to be retarded, change won't happen regardless of my thinking independently
I've had that feeling that everyone else was isolating me,
now I've realized that it was me who wanted a distance from them
I was the cursed one
I should see them as my family so that they can help me change
they can help me change
they can help me change