作词 : 马库西
作曲 : MP The Kid
Beat: MP The Kid
混音:Hyperrrr
da da alarm clink
wake up in the morning and I start to think
why I'm here and I doubt about where should I suppose to be
I see that p sexy face again when I want go to brush my teeth
no white tee
he tell me he go to school just for **** som' bitch
I won't be surprised cause I know he always fake it
he's the jerk as* by his friend but keep silent on the class sit
he's afraid
he's na brave
but he still want stand on stage
live in shade
feel no safe
underdog can only say okay
the people making fun of his d
steel Glocks are reining by enemy
maybe those youngins who treat him differently cause he looks like Yao Ming
don't want get trouble with those a***e so he pretends like a deaf
he also wants to be savage but he can never be a man
he hates school he misses home regret why he chooses here though
see all the kids are doing it so he starts to drink and smoke
wish I could
getting all my bull shit settle
you should learn how to say no
take mind off all things and go to figure out what you want more
go to lift your spirit
stop lying on the couch and yawing
you know whats your passion
cause you are not the average Asian
so give it a try
you can't figure out what will happen
I know it's a long ride
that's how you reach your destination
man I think
I need a real talk to myself man
I can still remember on that day
she keeps looking at me when I'm paying
but I'm ****ing bad at socializin
her face makes me feel suffocating
I should go hitting
but I'm just hesitating
my ****ing mouth stick like 2 strong magnet
I'mma such a loser I always timid
so nothing happens then I leave and start to blame it
why why
why I choose flinch every time time
afraid to be under the spotlight
I despise my ****ing cowardice honestly when I can make up my min
such a d
still tryna hiding his weak
He almost nineteen but never have a relationship
see the couple on the street
they just cuddle front of me
eh that is sweat but pls don't be front of me
that's not jealousy I promise (ha yeah yeah )
ok be honest just solace (now u see)
I saunter at the Christmas market people walking by me
drink mulled wine solus hope someone new I could get acquainted
I hope there's a girl with me feel cold no more cause she warms me
ok that will be romantic but back to reality
why is it that why is that why am I different than other guys
good looking guy they got swag they cool like Johnny Depp get new girls all ****ing tim
look at me what I did quite opposite
ly on bed play my d that what I did
leave the comfort zone that's the success ID