作词 : Sz.K
作曲 : Sz.K
编曲 : Zy
Mix by maxsouth
Looking down the city image from a bird’s eye view
Light a cigarette through the smoke I’m watching you
My ambition way too big they don’t have no clue
This rap st gave me everything but trauma too
Thinking too much on a daily basis
Becoming more depressed as I’m flipping through the pages
Recording in the studio this way I can fell painless
Rather take the blue pill if I’m in the matrix
Hope my memory can atrophy
Drown myself in music all night my dear melancholy
Wit my family sometimes I share my fantasy
When can I tour the whole world and have a billion fans with me
I usually keep these thoughts inside my mind
Drunk a lil bit too much cuz I’m anxious for tonight it’s fine
Asking god when is my time to shine
Well fk it I’m still here try to find
I’m aware this dream-chasing process could be long
Write about my loneliness and put em in these songs
Made some decisions before can’t tell if they’re right or wrong
These so-called friends some stay some are forever gone
Drink a cup of black coffee cuz that shit’ll help
Knowing this whole journey gon’ be bout success and wealth
Nobody seems to give a damn about my mental health
Put on some jazz the tension finally began to melt
Close the curtain it’s the after hours
Prediction on my life writing lyrics chasing dollars
She left me now I can’t stop thinking bout her
Demand for fame and recognition, mobbing like a robber
Leave me alone I just wanna be me
“Can’t repeat the past” man that line hits deep
Human nature: failed and they still repeat
Sip some red wine everybody need peace
So we beat on, boats against the current, borne back ceaselessly into the past.