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作词 : Joel Christian Serrano
作曲 : Joel Christian Serrano
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Yo what
Oh f**k
Okay
We're recording? Okay okay okay
Um, what's up guys
My name is JayteKz.
uhhh,I make music.
I'm f**king emotional and Just listen to some of my story, f**k it
I been thinking lately
what I find really man for this,I know this path I'm on is filled with greed and treacherous.
A pessimist I'm not, but I just been through so much shit.
It's hard to heal when I been damaged since I was a kid.
But you don't understand my trials or my tribulations To be fair you never been within my situations.
I ain't saying I got it worse but it ****ed me up .
So many scars I've been calling God to touch me up.
Yeah,And honestly I haven't prayed lately,Haven't slept at all and I just haven't ate lately.
I been drinking too, just to find a better mood.
A couple brews always keeps my heart from feeling bruised.
Haha, get it, or was that too corny I digress, let me get right back into my story.
A year and six months I was in sobriety I tried to be the very best version I could be .
But I guess my feelings finally caught up to me Cause now I'm sitting here just buzzing like a bumblebee.
I know they're judging me and probably think I'm weak minded，But you ain't here while I'm hurting on the brink of dying.
Yeah I know there's probably no excuse.
But my present and my past still haven't made a truce.
I had a poisoned youth stemmed from my poisoned roots.
So when I blossomed I just had to face my poisoned truth.
That I lost my innocence way too early on.
Now that I'm grown up I realize the burden's strong.
I've been searching long and hard for a sense of purpose.
I've been searching deep within wav bevond the surface.
But what I find is always quite disturbing.
I see my life and death in the process of converging .
They're conversing with each other getting well acquainted.
It's no wonder why I feel my soul is often tainted.
Or maybe I'm just being dramatic，Or maybe things I've been through have truly been traumatic.
I panic when I think about the things I have no answers to.
So many questions and nobody seems to have a clue And I don't know who I can trust no more.
I try to open up and everybody shuts the door.
The more I try to love, the more I end up feeling worthles.
I wish reciprocity was something we could purchase.
But people often take advantage.
That's why I feel so numb and my compassion slowly vanished.
I haven't been myself since um, I don't know when.
Now my heart is cold and it's slowly getting frozen.
I soak in all my tears when I sit alone at home.
I let out all my fears and thoughts with these open poems.
A broken home that's exactly what my heart.
is A broken soul that's been camping in the darkness.
Yeah.And if I never see the light again I hope you all can still see the burning light.
within The fight within has been coming to a subtle end.
And when it's over I just hope that all my troubles end.
Yeah，I have no clue what the future holds.
But if tomorrow never comes know that you've been told.
All about my pain, sorrows and my misery.
I told my story I just wish that you were listening.
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