作词 : Bakari Ward/Jaidyn Hullum/Fedor Sommerfeld
作曲 : Bakari Ward/Shaun Jackson/Jaidyn Hullum/Fedor Sommerfeld
[Intro]
Tsh-shh, like this life shit crazy (Shout out to Shaun2Krazy!)
You know like danger, just like–
You survive all that shit, survive the hood just to make it out with a bigger target on your back, like–, and where you go?
I'm 23 years old and it's like it's rare to make it at my age, lot of niggas ain't even make it here, ain't shit, like–
Gotta play it safe, watch your back at all times
Watch where you go, watch what you say, what who you say it to, and why you say it to 'em
All them real niggas ain't make it home, all of them niggas, free them niggas, I'on know
Uh, look, look–
[Verse 1]
It's 4 A.M., and I ain't get no sleep yet, uh (No sleep)
Can't catch no Zzz's, thinkin' 'bout bust downs and jets (No)
Where I'm from, I remеmber times I used hustlе out the checks (Uh)
Weighed one hundred forty pounds, it was the muscle 'round my stake
'Cause half the niggas I used thug wit' is dead and gone (Is dead and gone)
And half the bitches I fell in love wit' done did me wrong (Did me wrong)
Like half the hoes I put my trust in, and played some dumb shit (Dumb shit)
Don't trust these hoes, that's what I'm stuck wit' since Tommy guns went (Guns went)
Some niggas changed up for them hundreds, I shared my lunch wit' (My lunch wit')
I guess that's really what this come with, tryna become rich (Become rich)
But anyways, onto better things, they've been on the road, doing shows (No)
[Chorus]
(Uh, uh, uh, uh, oh)
And if you can't wonder where I've been then I've just been alo-one
Lord know's I've been alone (Lord knows I've been alone)
It's like I feel the best on my ow-own
Lord knows I'm on my own (Lord knows I'm on my own)
DND, my blinds clo-osed, no I got my blinds closed (No, I got my blinds closed)
Don't want no friends or no fo-oes, man just leave me alone (Man just leave me alone)
Uh, look–
[Verse 2]
They said I'm dead wrong, my dead mans don't got their headstone (Head strong)
Like, how it feels to be the one that everyone depend on? (Depend on)
It be the one they put their stress on, could make you less strong (Less strong)
Claimin' they love you, then they dead gone, soon as the check drawn
But oh well (Oh), I guess it's fine when they get what they wanted (What they want)
Same people claim they behind you, be the niggas that fronted (That fronted)
Old hunnids, I risk my life to go and chase me some money (Some money)
So many niggas servin’ life that went away before twenty (Way before twenty)
Too many niggas lost their life that’s supposed be right next to me (Right to me)
I keep my pipe on, don’t let 'em get the best of me (Best of me)
It 'cause they killer talent deadly, my location can't be known, no, no (Know, know)
[Chorus]
(Uh, uh, uh, uh, oh)
And if you can't wonder where I've been then I've just been alo-one
Lord know's I've been alone (Lord knows I've been alone)
It's like I feel the best on my ow-own
Lord knows I'm on my own (Lord knows I'm on my own)
DND, my blinds clo-osed, no I got my blinds closed (No, I got my blinds closed)
Don't want no friends or no fo-oes, man just leave me alone (Man just leave me alone)