作词 : Xona

作曲 : Xona

Three, two, one

Even if we're far, I won't know the start

To avoid all cause made by you and these locks

And I saw the way you've been, break ties to descend

Avoid me and all your friends but you've gone deep now and regret

I love it all when you tell me we could fight

You put me through it all and I'm tired of the nights

Telling me the worth of the things that should've worked

And I'm reaching to my limit, so I'll put us through the dirt

You can't tell me that you love and feel opposed

Kill off all the sight that we could've made arose

And I'm limping from the garden that we planned to grow our own

Nothing ever feels alive or content anymore

Blood on my hands, kill him to be okay

I don't consent you being on my last day

All of your friends left you in this abyss

Mold on the walls, let me decay like this

I wanna kill myself

Oh, oh my god

My entire frame is aching and I don't feel safe

Kill myself, oh my God

I ****ing hate this feelin

I don't wanna be like this

avoid II (feat. ruevi, heylog, hiraeth, sleepwater, sinxi, casperrr, vil, valerii & deadfish) - Xona,ruevi,heylog,Hiraeth,Sleepwater,Sinxi,casperrr,vil,Valerii,Deadfish - avoid II (feat. ruevi, heylog, hiraeth, sleepwater, sinxi, casperrr, vil, valerii & deadfish) - **** my life, I wanna kill myself

I don't take advice from someone who can't tell

That I try so hard to make things right

But I'm a ****ed up, no trust, always ****ing ma

(Hi)

She wanted me to love her but I still think about my past

I give away my body knowing I won't get it back

I got so many questions and you have all the answers

Why should I trust you when you're someone I can't earn?

You thought I would break down but I'm only wounded

Tell your man to stay down or he'll be executed

Looking for an object to keep myself alive

Running in with bare hands hoping I don't die

When I fall down, you cannot come with me

The place I hide, you wouldn't wanna be

Slow down, I feel your breath on my neck

He's getting way too close

I'll twat the bitch in the hea

I don't care if you love him instead

There's only one way out

He's only happy in bed

I, I, I'll molotov his house

If he gets too close I'll burn his shit to the ground

So stop talking loud

Struggling to walk when I knock him out

Stay close to me and don't leave yet

You're all I have, it's no secret

What if this was the best for me?

So obsessed with him, swear it's blasphemy

Pain plant, another day, another ****ing myster

Her payment was a dick, no, we turning histor

Tell me if it was luck or just ambiguity?

I bagged a ****ing whore, need some purit

Maybe just an eye sore, oh, I said

Hello, don't go, I love you

Oh no, no, no, no, no, no, no

Oh, please don't

I don't like you anymore

Could you just **** off away from me

Never answer when you call

God, you're just so toxic to everything

Do you hear me when I speak?

You just act like you're so lovely

Never said a word but you talking like you're over me

I guess that I don't know, but these moments made me wanna leave

If you wanna try, we

Give me a breather, give me some space

Watch as I slowly peel off my face

I've never been holy, set my soul ablaze

I could never heal her, that was a mistake

I'm hurting myself for some shit I made

Therefore, I destroy my health, that's how I'll pay

These drugs get me nauseous, they make me decay

I'm carving your name on my arm with a

All alone, can't be seen in here

Got a message from my brother, he gon' leave it here

Dump his body in the trunk, whatever shit I really want to

And we count this shit as a plus two

Hide away myself so we won't talk if you don't want to

Seeing green is a bust too

You won't catch a loaded gun if you were drawn too

I was sitting by myself then alarms drew

Threw you something just to digest

I don't wanna talk to you 'cause every time you're upset

Used to **** until the sunse

All these bands on my dresser

If I ****ed up, does that still make me lesser

I'll still throw you in the dirt

Came up off the ground, there's some nights that it all hurt

Do you hate me now?

I still hate my town

I'll keep you around you're the only one that worked

'Cause you don't want it to end, so it's gonna end with me

Sing along with this hook 'cause I'm not gonna repeat

I'm tryna put it to sleep but you keep waking me up

I don't wanna get back so just leave me to choke

Stop trying to tell me that we are just fine

We've had our moments and that was our time

Foot on the gas and eighty on the dash

I'm not gonna be back so leave me in the past