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作词 : HS.Matt
作曲 : URANUS诺斯
I always have a problem dont know how to start a song
whenever I tap out my verse the inspirations gone
I stutter on myself and hardly make a sound
but life is like the beat it just simply go on
say wait but it doesnt wait it pass and flow away
it race and it refuse to give me one more day
it's like
I am the one insatiable
but for me time intouchable
I was chasing tooth and nail
but I gain nothing afterall
hey did that happens to all of you'll
is there anyone for you to call
yeah going after the past of myself
so I dont have to be alone when i go through hell
yeah you say I've been there sitting and doing nothing
I could be wasting time dreaming and reminiscing
I need those time for digest and decomposing
or it would cost several stitch and a pack of Venlafaxine
I hate to say I am ill
but I fail to say I'm normal
yielding to my will
by which opening a portal
I date back to the day that I hear the name by a villian
said by the nurses call him to room nine for conseling
I've saw him bullying at school and being called a psychopath
at that moments I suddenly imagined him cry to death
emotions are on
the compassion comes memory flushing down
from then everynight I haunt
so I restrict myself not to mean to be mean
because nobody can picture the scene that I have seen
I thought I can lock up my devils properly in
but i actually brought things to a more misery end
and now I am watching my life as a spectator
I wish I hugged her and dissapointment didn't take her
I wish he is still there with me and he hate me no longer
I wish I died a long time ago and I deserve
I remember
the day I was out of the chamber
mama was so happy that she helped me finally conquer
the disease that have been ruin my composure
about which i state that it will awlays come later
the first thing corroborated
for depression cooperated
we are friends collaborative
those days are commemorative
yeah and now I thought she would come as we've agreed
jump out from the bottom my heart like she didn't leave
but no there's nobody
I guess that I may have been
hurt her sometimes before I feel so sorry honsestly
I am lost and I cannot distinguish foe from myself
but indeed we both cause me to dwell
trust me please I ask faithfully
help me please I am really in need
I lied on the wooden floor saying that i m well
but if there a next time, I'd surely kill myself
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