[LIL CURSE]
What is now left what I now call my heart
***** done took it and teared it apart
Now I'm taking these b*****s that replaces that part
Can't go looking to ford can't remember off bars
As I look at the stars that now guide me to death
Time to face in my grave
Can't find what is left
I need a whole script now come give me them meds
Release all this stress that is inside of my head
Can't undo what is said
All of the things that I've done
Can't get me out of the problems I'm on
***** they worry the b***h
They want me to give for the love
Stain boy gotta white shirt with a clip full of lead
I'll unleash one clip now my shirt all red
Been left 4 dead these pills a mess I'll see the end
[YUNG $URGE]
The **** am I doing right now
Stuck in my room trynna hold all my tears cuz my life is in fear
And my future's unclear drinking all of this beer with my dude Lucifear
Pressing the blade on my skin
Cuts that are leaving a grin
My eyes that are seeing back then
A happiness that I'm wishing
Yung $urge creeping out of his cave
Yes I'll fight through this pain
Should of stayed in my lane
My depression contained
Something I can not face
Reaching for the hell's gates
Trynna fight on my own
Where is my soul
I‘m happy alone
But how should I know
What if tomorrow I hang by a rope and I'm leaving my home