Tulips by my bedside
Petals open up until they fall
California night sky
No i can’t see the stars at all
Losing my grip, understand you
Left with my world in your hands too
I can’t believe that i had you
Finding myself isn’t easy
Living with phantom feelings
Dying to be my own friend
When i am my worst enemy
It’s okay, i’ll get over it
Like i do, like i always did
It’s okay, i’ll get over it
Like i do, like i always did
And i’m a ghost
Trying to live for the most
Swimming through the motions
Drowning emotions
Holding my breath just to (really) feel something
And i’m a ghost
Not a vessel with a soul
I’m a shadow a memory
Haunting my enemies
Losing my grip, understand you
Left with my world in your hands too
I can’t believe that i had you
Finding myself isn’t easy
Living with phantom feelings
Dying to be my own friend
When i am my worst enemy
It’s okay, i’ll get over it
Like i do, like i always did
It’s okay, i’ll get over it
Like i do, like i always did