作词 : 什沃瑞
作曲 : 什沃瑞
录音:侠Chivalry
混音:侠Chivalry
采样:WTX
封面:十一
Never felt so lonely I
Never thought that it would go that far
Never thought that the dark inside would own me
Pulling me away from my own heart
Please don't touch my scars
Promise you won't touch my scars
Cause the beast behind those bars
Might just tear us both apart
昏暗的楼道里摸索着钥匙
打开我公寓的房间
二十几平的空间狭小窗前的高楼
遮住了霓虹的光线
渐渐的我眼睛能够分辨
冒出刺鼻气味的浴镜前
映入我的眼帘的是一张挂着僵笑
陌生又熟悉的脸
排风扇哧呀哧呀
比正常的音量大了几分贝
散发霉味的地毯
浸染的污渍到达了新的里程碑
衬衫上满是酒味
汗水湿透了后背
我像只乡野的猴子被消磨在推杯换盏的盛会
没时间休憩
我的精神已经被透支到极限
眼球密布的血丝提醒我大脑该感到疲倦
干哑出血的喉咙
讲话带点口吃地摇手
但我无法真正拒绝
刚刚酒桌上他们还在试我的底线
Never felt so lonely I
Never thought that it would go that far
Never thought that the dark inside would own me
Pulling me away from my own heart
Please don't touch my scars
Promise you won't touch my scars
Cause the beast behind those bars
Might just tear us both apart
“上座”说这一单我可以签下
但要看看你的胃到底有多大
进包间的那一刻
你就知道尊卑有别想谈成就要付出点代价
别想着跟我掰瞎话
有求于人姿态要放低下
全世界这么多不如意的人
我哪有功夫去管你的挣扎
抽搐了一下的嘴角又恢复了往常的形状
我端起酒杯拼命压抑住情绪失控的倾向
希望我的女儿永远不会
看到父亲这一刻无奈的景象
离开家搬进公司附近的住所
就是为了让你远离这种荒唐
晨起动征铎总是卖力至深夜伴着不真实的星光
物质减轻了肩上的行装却给心背上更重的行囊
杯中的酒精冰冷的回应着我对它的端详
劝酒声继续回荡在酒店华贵的厅堂
(人性的病房)
Never felt so lonely I
Never thought that it would go that far
Never thought that the dark inside would own me
Pulling me away from my own heart
Please don't touch my scars
Promise you won't touch my scars
Cause the beast behind those bars
Might just tear us both apart