I kinda wish you were temporary
So i don't give you all my shit to carry
And sometimes it all gets too loud
I'm glad that i'm just in the background
I know you want to help me
But you might just grow to hate me
And i don't wanna push you away
But you know you don't have to stay
'Cause you're watching me slowly break
But in time i'll just
Be a deadweight
I'll be a deadweight
I'm thankful that you're there for me
But letting it out is always scary
You pull up but i weight you down
You should be happy even if i drown
I don't feel like myself
Nothing really helps
I'm sorry i'm annoying
But i just need something to help me feel
To help me feel like i'm alive
I know you want to help me
But you might just grow to hate me
And i don't wanna push you away
But you know you don't have to stay
'Cause you're watching me slowly break
But in time i'll just
Be a deadweight
I'll be a deadweight
I'm too far gone i cant be saved
So in time i'll just
Be a deadweight
I'll be a deadweight