作词 : Eighty Four Eighty Five
作曲 : Eighty Four Eighty Five/Black Winter Wells
Come pick me up , I'll pay for gas
There's nowhere that i want to be
And you'll drive fast , and i won't ask
To pick the music on the street
And we can talk about whatever and pretend that we won't tell
Even pretending to ourselves
You think it's easy where it's darker and i like to feel my heart
Speed up with my eyes shut and feel we're doing something we should not
So for a time I spend my life just trying to find out when to stop
Just trying to guess when we'll get caught
This place is suffocating
I still be here in five years
Like I promise I won't
Through the wind in your ears
But nothing feels as urgent
And these nights are still important
And there's still a lot I haven't put into words yet
Every time i feel alive
It will feel just like this
I'll get the things you did
Forget the boy l kissed by the hangar
And you'll both be strangers to me
Tonight it matters that how I'm not a person who you want to see
Cause I like to talk about the hospital
And go when I don't need
Just to show the world I feel it
I only ever did it once
And it was selfish it was dumb
But I can't bring myself to
Hate me for wanting a break
I still be here in five years
Where I made every mistake
Sixteen trying to disappear
For one week and a half
You know it's all an act
Cause theres still a lot i haven't put into words yet
This place is suffocating
I still be here in five years
Like I promise I won't
Through the wind , in your ears
But nothing feels as urgent
And these nights are still important
And there's still a lot I haven't put into words yet