作词 : Charles Jones
Thinking bout you when I grab my gun
Remember sleeping on your floor when you was on the run
You from the west, I'm from the north
How we made a bun
Plus when your mama dies my mama called you son
Tryna run from all my thoughts, scared to face my lies
I keep losing all my brothers this shit suicide
Tryna smile in front of you, but you know I'm fried
When them bullets flew past us I wish I woulda died
I was riding with them killers straight homicide
My mama tryna make me happy, but she know I'm tired
I don lost love for rap trying to chase a high
Collect call up to heaven and I got denied
Shit crazy cause I finally understand Kay and shorty
I wish we would understood that I love cho & kurru
I shoulda showed her more love but that's another story
And free JB probably won't see him til I'm 40
Tried to wipe away all my tears but they keep on running
Tried to hide from all my problems but they keep on coming
I went broke found out who was round for money
And (???) was the only n**** who threw me something
(I swear)
But I don't want to be alive
Got me eating all these pills, this shit suicide
If you hop inside this whip then its homicide
This shit loyal to our love you better not cross the guys
Ion really need love, they gonna fill your head with lies
I don't need trust
Lil bro pop out with that mask and he's skeed up
And he's on his 5th body got his B's up
Tried to wipe away all my tears but they keep on running
Tried to hide from all these problems but they keep on coming
All week full summer we was ox shopping
My dog die yall dog die this shit never stopping
But I don't want to be alive
Got me eating all these pills, this shit suicide
If you hop inside this whip then its homicide
This shit loyal to our love you better not cross the guys
Ion really need love, they gonna fill your head with lies
I don't need trust
Lil bro pop out with that mask and he's skeed up
And he's on his 5th body got his B's up
But I can't save you, I swear to God I wish that nigga never walked out that door I told em' don't leave
But i can't save you
I told him I told him (??) don't walk out that door and he died
When them bullets flew past us I wish I woulda died
I was riding with them killers strictly homicide
My mama tryna make me happy, but she know I'm tired
Damn she know I'm tired