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I'm in pain, wanna put 10 shots in my brain
我很痛苦,想把十发子弹射穿我头
I've been trippin' 'bout some things, can't change
我为一些事而迷茫,这无法改变
Suicidal, same time I'm tame, picture this, in bed
有自杀倾向,但同时我很稳定,试想一下这幅画面,我躺在床上
Get a phone call
接到电话
Girl that you ****ed with killed herself
和你混的女孩突然结束了自己的生命
That was this summer and nobody helped
就是在这个夏天发生的事,没人能给予帮助
And ever since then, man, I hate myself
从此以后,我天,我恨死了自己
Wanna ****ing end it
真相结束
Pessimistic
有点厌世
All wanna see me with no pot to piss in
大家都想看我贫困无助
But niggas been excited 'bout the grave I'm diggin'
但他们兴奋看到我自掘坟墓
Havin' conversations 'bout my haste decisions
厌烦了大家都在讨论我匆忙下做的决定
****ing sickening
真的厌恶
At the same time
同时
Memories surface through the grapevine
想起了那些回忆
'Bout my uncle playin' with a slip knot
关于叔叔拿了上吊绳自缢
Post-traumatic stress got me ****ed up
受伤后的压力让我混乱
Been ****ed up since the couple months
最近这几个月我也身缠琐事
They had a nigga locked up
他们把我关进了牢狱