作词 : cyo
作曲 : cyo
i will say it one last time
trynna get you out of my damn mind
embarrassed to confront my problems
i think i’d rather die than solve them
i used to be some kind of fat girl
that no one’s ever gonna remember
put on a nice show and you got amused
Instead I was colored in blue
you liked the way i made you laugh
has anybody seen me sad
this lifetime hasn’t been so easy
getting over shit that’s so disturbing
depression’s always been my friend
along the way never got my back
wishing i’d be reborn have a normal size
feel it casual never afraid to socialize
kids around me could be really mean
the nightmare till now still hunts me
don’t know when i can face my fear
loving myself and come to terms