作词 : Lizah
作曲 : Lizah
作曲&作词:Lizah
编曲:雍和&August Wu
He got paid twenty box per hour cleaning the floor/他扫地每小时收入20块钱
Packing up empty soul off to work before opening the door/收拾起空洞的灵魂整装出发去工作
He's a labor a son a Husband a father and more/他是一名底层劳工一位丈夫一个儿子一位父亲和更多的身份
At the age of thirty once been to the heaven half a tour/三十岁那年曾因劳累过度在鬼门关走了半圈
Then he saw the poor lady crawling on the road/然后他看到在地上匍匐的可怜妇人
Snow falling on her matted hair it's blistering cold/雪花飘落在她蓬乱的头发上 天寒地冻
With fear in both eyes asking the darkening sky for the lord/眼中充满了恐惧 却依旧在质问着渐暗的天空质问着上帝
'You took my son away now tell me where the **** to go!'/“你带走了我的儿子 现在告诉我如今我又该何去何从?”
Got my name written on the pure white wall/纯白的墙上写着我的名字
Drop the pencil on the table blood falls/完笔落于桌面时血滴随之溅落
I have seen nobody by my side to explain this/身边无人予我解释
To me how exhausted was the experience/那一种体验究竟有多糟糕
Into six pieces break the defenses/心理防线分崩离析
Each of them became a sharp dagger stabbing at me/化作六个碎片分别如利刃匕首刺向我
But remain calm i call it art in blood stare your mother****ing eyes at m
I am no one/我只是无名之辈
I am the bold one/却也是胆大妄为之人
I got choked by bundles of rope several times at my throat through my nose/曾被几捆绳子捆至窒息
There’s a hole/黑洞
Appear in my soul/浮现于灵魂中
What's been told/曾被告知应牢记的话语
has been stolen/如今早已遗失
Just can't let it go/却始终无法就这么释怀
The fate token/命运的象征
Was never on hold/从不曾予我机会
For me to open/等我来打开
Its too all late on my way totally desperate/如今已晚即将彻底绝望
I am broken/完全坏掉
She poured whole bottle of milk on to my face/她把整瓶牛奶倒在我脸上
and said better take a look at you mate/并对我说好好看看你自己
From head to toe you are a ****ing ache/一个彻头彻尾的废物
In the head who blocked my shade useless waste creature/面前的你污染了我的视线
I’m here to help you awake before you bounce off the wall/我是在被更多人唾弃至崩溃前提前好心让你清醒
Its all fake what you heard about the faith stuff/你所听到的那些某个无名之辈变成超级英雄
That makes some nobody turns to some savior/关于信仰的一切都是假的
Cuz you ain’t no superman/因为你并非超人
You ain’t even got a chance to cover up your slang/你甚至还无法遮盖你的口音和俚语
You got be able to learn how to shut the **** up get used to the reality man/你该学会如何闭嘴学着接受现实
Ain’t nobody wanna shake you hands/无人愿意与你握手
Ain't nobody can you try to pretend/你也无法假装成任何人
Ain't no time for you to spend/你更没有多余的时间来消遣
Ain't no a single letter can you comprehend!/甚至连这些基本的字符都无法理解清楚!
Personality's twisted in the sick society/人格在病态社会中扭曲
Anxiety became aggressitivity/无尽的焦虑转变为攻击性
till reaches maximum intensity/直到达到极限强度
Infecting all the insensitive humanities then/感染每一个对此并不敏感的人类
It gets so creepy who's still with me/它逐渐变得令人毛骨悚然 谁仍与我并肩至今
Who can take it but still act normally/谁能面对这一切却依然应付自如
Who can face it correctly before it turns/在它们造成大量的悲伤和伤害之前
To Sadness then massively hurt/谁能用正确的方式预防这一切的发生
Apparently we are human but not human/显然我们是人类 但并不完整
not done anything unique but everything stupid/没有任何独特的事 却愚蠢得很全面
isn't it amusing a joke can you somehow feel me/不是个有趣的笑话吗 你是否知道我在说什么
I'm laughing my ass off excuse me/不好意思这真的很引人发笑
but music is healing it's the real thing I'm willing/但音乐却得以治愈
and I find the real me even chilling than the pill thing/助我找到真正的自我
it's been a shield when my mind is puking/在我意识崩溃之时它会化作一张盾牌
So I am drilling into the darkness for years/于黑暗之中守护着我
I ain’t got no complains on those of mine had been taken/我从未抱怨过曾被夺走的那些
Duplicating what I’ve done till my ass gets wasted/重复的做着这些事情直到最后一刻
Until the last second till my assassination/或者最终会丧命于他人之手
May become a different story written/或许会变成全然不同的另一个故事
I’m drowning alcoholic intoxication/我沉溺 沉醉中毒
Overwhelming all of me I got no vision in darkness/彻底被压垮 在黑暗中失去光亮与视野
Now a black hole in my heart I call it the art/我将如今心中的黑洞称之为某种艺术
Listen sweetheart it's ****ing brand new start/停止亲爱的这将是个新的开始
Into the darkness for years been hardly surviving/在黑暗中挣扎多年几乎沉没
Over and over again tears me apart/一遍又一遍地被撕碎
Let me draw a chart teach you to depict your life/让我画一张图表教你描绘你的生活
Waves in the heart jumping up and down in my eyes/心口的波浪在我的双眼中上蹿下跳
Such a pain in the ass who is that guy/哪个可怜的家伙在承受着这痛苦
It's my life I am trying hard to describe/这就是我的生活,我正在努力地描述
Put the vomit back to your throat/将那些污秽物咽回你的喉咙
Listen to how does the boy choke/仔细听听那个男孩窒息而亡的过程
As he recalls on everything he's been through/那他回忆起他所经历过的一切
There goes another sad story unfold/有一个悲伤的故事于你眼前展开
I've seen those individuals who had been suffering/我见过那些一直在遭受着痛苦的人
They've been suffocating can't withdraw from/他们时常感到无法继续忍受却又无法抽身而退
But they kept hustling and struggling from/日复一日挣扎与绝望之中
The puzzle that the reality had put them on/在现实的迷宫中搜索着可能不存在的唯一的出路
I'm just a regular human being trying to stay strong/我只是一个在努力坚强的普通人
Becoming muscular isn't gonna help me to move on/但身体的强壮并不能助我越过阻碍
when Something has went wrong no idea what is going on/在问题出现时感到茫然而无助
Fabulous life cannot survive in dark no more longer/美妙的生活并不于黑暗中存在
When everything goes round and round and round our lives keeps going on/一切照例不停循环 生活与生命依然在继续仿佛不会停歇一般
He felt so desperate on the way home about to meet his mom/走在回家的路上想到马上就要见到妈**他被几乎绝望吞噬
Hands are sweaty heart beating rapidly into hive of bees/浑身战栗心跳快的仿佛冲进了蜜蜂窝
The exam score is shit he sits on the top the rock weeps/考试成绩无比糟糕 他停下来坐在路边的大岩石上哭泣着
'Mommy's gonna hit me on my face till I incontinently pee'/“妈妈会把我揍到我小便失禁”
The next minute a sharp rock appear to hit him on his knees/紧接着一块锋利的岩石砸向了他的膝盖
He curls up upon the ground squeeze the paper into piece/他蜷缩在地上 痛到将手心中攥着的成绩单挤成了碎片
'The next shut is on your face b***h take this to eat'/“下一发会对准你的脸*子请你吃个这个!”
His classmate walks to him excited then raised his fist/他的同学兴奋而狰狞地走向他 并举起了拳头