Maisie Peters - The List
Oh I have a hobby of pickin' myself apart
Leavin' people I love waiting in the dark
And sometimes when I want to cry I laugh
It's kind of funny
Oh and this October I went falling off the edge
All of London must have heard the things I said
Put your hand up if I let you down again hmm
There's a list of things that I should stop
List of things that I should stop
List of things that I should not be doing but I do 'em
It's a pattern that I got
I need to stop my excuses and have a real conversation
Need to look in the mirror stop finding things that need changing
Need to stop getting drunk to avoid this situation
I need to stop lettin' myself down
I'll try something that I've not before
And like myself a little more now
Oh I I've got an attic full of damage in my mind
I box it up say I'll deal with it another night
And I have a problem looking people in the eye
Isn't that funny
There's a list of things that I should stop
List of things that I should stop
List of things that I should not be doing but I do 'em
It's a pattern that I've got
I need to stop my excuses and have a real conversation
Need to look in the mirror stop finding things that need changing
Need to stop getting drunk to avoid this situation
I need to stop lettin' myself down
I should shut up and listen not try to fill every silence
I should stumble in love instead of runnin' and hidin'
I should stop getting drunk and showin' up uninvited
I need to stop lettin' myself down
I'll try something that I've not before
Oh I'm a master at dancing around the point
I know I call you but I hate the sound of my own voice
So can you talk you know I'm stackin' up
Until the night I'm not enough
And you're just someone else I disappoint
I need to stop my excuses and put my feelings in order
Need to look in the mirror and stand a little bit taller
Need to stop getting drunk as a reason to call you
I need to stop lettin' myself down
Oh I should shut up and listen not try to fill every silence
I should stumble in love instead of running and hiding
I should stop getting drunk and showing up uninvited
I need to stop letting myself down
I'll try something that I've not before
And like myself a little more now