Yeah i'm lying on the bed overthinking got me sad
Every time i close my eyes demons whisper in my ears
Every night i wanna cry, tired hiding from the pain
Don't ask me if i'm alright, swear the god im gonna lie
Feels like im dead but im breathing
Feels like im dreaming but i'm awake
Don't wanna eat but don't want to be hungry
Don't wanna sleep but don't want to awake u-uh
They say the miss the old me, but they're who killed the old me
Please leave me alone tonight, im good on my own tonight
And everybody will come, when it's time too late
I just pack up my shit go far away from a home
They just like"don't go, just be happy"
But it hurts to laugh when u feeling down
Yea why people likes to talk but they're never listening
I crying every night just to think why am i alive
Please understand that im a broken heart yeah
Please baby don't break my ****ing life yeah
What i really want to do is to ****ing stop existing from the reality
A little bit of pressure i just wanna stop it
Yeah I know that I can't do that without dying
Think Im gonna go and lay down in my room
You broke my heart oh baby I'm feeling blue
I don't want you to go but now I think I do
So I turn off the light
And I lay her till night
Thinking about the day I lost you
Cause all I want to do is fall in love
But now I'm left here looking at the stars
Think I'm gonna fade into the dark
Please understand that im a broken heart yeah
Please baby don't break my ****ing life yeah
What i really want to do is to ****ing stop existing from the reality
A little bit of pressure i just wanna stop it
Yeah I know that I can't do that without dying