作词 : 2Level
作曲 : Lil Uzi Vert
I'm in my hallucication feeling everything not true
(我陷入了我得幻觉中 感觉一切都不真实)
And I got painkillers in system
(止痛药慎入了我得血液循环)
That's my demon youth
(这就是我恶魔般And I 的青春)
吃了药就不会痛
I need more xans, Popping pills numb the pain
(我需要这些东西来减轻伤痛)
Popping pills,numb the pain
Stacking my bands,numb the pain
(堆叠我的钞票来掩盖痛苦)
tailored suit,hide my tears
(高级定制的西服藏住我的眼泪)
I've been running out my patience
(我一直在消耗我的耐心)
Diamonds colder than a glacier
(钻石比冰川还要寒冷)
被痛苦包围have no options
drinking too much got me nauseous
巨大的痛苦我无法戒断
如果人生是消遣我无法计算
肉体和精神在接受批判
不得不沙s自己才能逃离黑暗
I'm mixing the painkiller with some liquor
(混合高度烈酒服下才有效果)
只有不断地sipping could make me better
fvxxed up kidneys and fvxxed up liver
(肝肾都受到了损伤)
no one answer on my beeper
(没人听的到我的传呼)
I'm driving in benz not the bimmer
(我开的是奔驰不是宝马)
tell them shut the f up,I need a doctor
(叫他们都闭上嘴 我需要一个医生)
things fill my mind up,barely bear my pressure
(太多的事情填满了我的脑海 压力无法承受)
Got that AP, Patek and rollies on me
(爱彼,百达翡丽,劳力士戴上)
smoking cigarette got my lungs damage
(抽烟抽的肺都黑了)
And I got my liver injury
(化学性肝损伤)
Maybe I will be in the 27 club
(也许我会进入到27 俱乐部)
lock myself up,ain't nobody
(封锁自己 没有他人)
Pouring syrup, muddy in my cup
(我的杯子里都是果汁)
Get my soul back,plz Jesus save me
(把我的灵魂找回,上帝请你救赎我)