I missed your 21st birthday, I’ve been up at home
Almost tried to call you, don't know if I should
Hate to picture you half drunk, happy
Hate to think you went out without me
I'm sorry if you blame me, if I were you I would
Thought you'd see it comin' but you never could
I still haven't heard from your family
But you said your mom always loved me
Sometimes I go blurry-eyed
Small talk and you tell me that you're on fire
Lights on and it's black and white
I couldn't stay forever
I see the look in your eye and I'm biting my tongue
You'll be the love of my life when I was young
When the night is over don't call me up
I'm already under
I get a little bit alone sometimes and I miss you again
I'll be the love of your life inside your head
When the night is over don't call me up
I'm already under