I wake up early
I sleep at home
I try to find love from a stranger on my phone
My vision blurry
So I forget
Dying to hold you
But you left me here for dead
Oooh
How could I do what I've done if I'm in love?
Oooh
You know I did what I did, you loaded the gun
Fxxk it
I do it anyway
I do it anyway
I do it anyway
Messin' with monsters up in my head
Lied to myself, lying beside her in my bed
Fxxk it
Paint over pictures you left behind
I'd punch through walls if it would make it change your mind
Fxxk it
I wake up early
I sleep at home
I try to find love from a stranger on my phone
My vision blurry
So I forget
Dying to hold you but you left me here for dead
Left me here for dead
Left me here for dead
You know I did what I did, you loaded the gun
And I, don't wanna think about you anyway
And I, don't wanna think about you FXXK IT
And I, don't wanna think about you FXXK IT
And I, don't wanna think about you anyway