作词 : Sasho杨澈456
作曲 : Sasho杨澈456
编曲 : Sasho杨澈456
People love his smile, his happiness is always loud
Never had to say one thing to show he's proud
I try to remember to work on myself from within
But I want them to love me like how they love him
He's doing like a thousand things but I've never even seen him tired
I wonder what his secret is, I wonder if he's just a liar
Every day I see him here, I'm reminded thatI'll never be close to perfect
He shows me that he cares, but he doesn't feel the need to be the best
When his confidence comes through, I'm always gonna lose
It takes time I know, and I'll slowly grow
But how I wish I didn't have to
I don't hate my life, but I hate that he's on my mind
If I'm being honest, it's been messing with me for some time
I'm truly surviving, I'm okay with keeping it in
AndI'm scared to admit it, but I think I want him
I just want him by my side, maybe he can even tell me I don't have to run
Hedoesn't need to be polite, but I wish he chose me over everyone
When I feel too insecure, he wouldn't haunt me anymore
It all makes no sense, I hurt myself again
Idon't know what on earth I fantasize for
If I could forget about it altogether
you better trust me that I would
The winter cold is freezing my brain
His golden tie is flashing before my face
Good morning, another day where everything feels the same
I close my eyes, maybe I can change
I'll get lost in the music
So many people have been through this
Maybe he's not perfect either
His pain might go way deeper