When did everything gets so heavy

Tell me do you wish you've never met me

Cause I wish I've never met me

Guide me now/I am all tied up

I know you never care so I just shut up

I don't know you I just need love

Just giving one hell stars

I feel so heavy

The way you love me

I can love cause I feel that you won't love me

I need a changeI feel so strange now

Everyone looks at me feel like drown in

In the spiring raining

I feel so heavy the way you love me

I feel so heavy

No I can't breath I can't breath I feel so heavy

Obviously, I would be completely liar if I didn't say. This is for really really hard for me, and I'm hurting a lot. I'm just I'm just really hurting. But with all that hurt comes a lot of joy and that sounds really coming from someone who is crying. But there is a lot of joy that comes with this.