Maybe I dont know how to love
Maybe Im selfish after all
What they say about me is true
Maybe Ill end up alone
Maybe thats how it supposed to be
Why is love such a painful thing
Ive been a passerby all my life
No chance to hear the voices
Thats why I have to write it down
Im the cautionary tale
they tell their children
Dont be like me
It wont end well
Ill grow old and grumpy and
Mad about little things that mean nothing
Im that black hearted closed up
So what Ive got myself
Im the cautionary tale
That they all despise
Like a fast running train
plunge into a bottomless ravine
Ill embrace that darkness like returning home with a trophy
At least I still have me
Thats someone who will never disappoint me
Being alone is good
Being alone is awesome
At least Im not held at gun point
To do something that I dont want to do
Sick of people telling me how to be what to do
What the hell
How many crimes Ive done to deserve all that
Im the cautionary tale
They tell their children
Dont be like me
It wont end well
I dont even know whats inside my mind right now
Let me breathe let me think
Let me take a moment to pause and just sink
Now I dont wanna leave