作词 : Kyle Fournier
作曲 : 大巫
Scraped forehead
A scraped forehead and a bloody thumb,
Swollen feet and swollen gums,
I feel the tears but they won't come.
Want to be perfect. Need to be perfect.
I'll sleep in the closet if that's what you want.
Try so hard and think too much,
It's more better when we let go.
Time faded and we shared it all,
Fathers and mothers- Decades of damage.
I sought pleasure but found pain.
The sun was nice but I preferred the rain.
Learning, growing, giving, teaching.
Holding you in the Ao Nong sea,
I was the man I was supposed to be.
Swear to God- I felt lucky to be me.
Happiness and guilt intertwined,
We're bastards. We're bastards. We're bastards.
Seven days and I grew a bird.
I hurt you but you didn't mind.
I'm a liar but I wasn't lying;
The words were true and I'll say them again.
Leaving is like dying- but here we are.
I'm so sorry. I'm so ****ing sorry.
Back in the city and they search my eyes.
Don't bother looking- there's nothing there.
It's gone for now. It's still in Krabi.
I can't see myself, but you saw me.
I can't see myself, but you saw me.