作词 : Olivia Hardy
作曲 : Olivia Hardy/William Gao
Digging through my mind and memories,
I remember once you told me,
That nobody’d care if I disappeared,
And I believed every word
Everyday I’d stare at my reflection,
But all I ever saw was imperfection,
I’d cry at the mirror
But no one would hear
You never let them listen
Wish that the weather wasn’t so grey,
Wish I was better, and knew what to say,
It feels like I’m playing a dangerous game
Fake it till I make it
Till I’m finally okay
Hadn’t seen the sun for an eternity,
Skirting round the borderline of sanity,
I’d scream at the wind but no one would listen,
You never let them in
Tell me that I’ll reach a destination,
Cause Oh my God I’m running out of patience,
Swear on my life I’ll be alright,
Just tired of these burning eyes
Wish that the weather wasn’t so grey,
Wish I was better, and knew what to say,
It feels like I’m playing a dangerous game
Fake it till I make it
Till I’m finally okay
Take back your conscience and your crimes,
Every minute of your time,
Get the f*ck out of my mind
Take back your weapons and your words
Put the seconds on reverse
All this hatred u deserve
U deserve, u deserve
Wish that the weather wasn’t so grey,
Wish I was better, and knew what to say,
It feels like I’m playing a dangerous game
Fake it till I make it
Till I’m finally okay
Now I hardly ever feel depleted
Cause when I smile I genuinely mean it,
Knowing myself I don’t need help
From you or anyone else
Jealousy corrupts your standards
Like melodies with empty lanterns
But when he laughs it heals my heart
It makes me feel enough