作词 : 交易子

作曲 : 交易子

编曲 : 交易子

记忆中的海岸线没我记的那么长远

本该撕心裂肺的想念也没我想的那么热烈

我不可能变得连告别都做不到体面

毕竟那天之前的事我也不想再经历一遍

(ok I should probably stop right there because that's the biggest lie ever and I'm the biggest joke ever. I never stopped thinking about it. I still do.)

Does everyone

keep repeating their mistakes

Or am I the only one

trapped in such fate

I was your

Lucky charm

Pretty babe

Upper arm tattoo designer

Only receiver of flowers you ever sent

I miss your

Killing charm

Pretty face

Reckless adventures

Where I got abandoned in the end

All that pain and misery, is it worth it?

Sarah Lynn? Sarah Lynn?

Is it worth it?

Sarah Lynn?

你是否也会在下午五点从昏睡惊醒

鼻尖和后背的汗珠 眼眶里凝结的水雾

黄昏特别版孤独 看太阳落幕

但那个太阳是我人生最后一次甘甜的痛苦

Is life

always this hard

or is it just when

you're a kid?

I’m gonna

Change my number

Smash my house

Deactivate all my credit cards

Disappear into the sea

You’re gonna

Take another painkiller

Open another vermouth

Smoke another cigarette

Forget everything about me

Life and death, energy and peace. If I stop today, it was still worth it. Even the terrible mistakes that I made and would have unmade if I could. The pains that have burned me and scarred my soul, it was worth it, for having been allowed to walk where I've walked, which was to hell on Earth, heaven on Earth, back again, into, under, far in, and above.

so easily

Like it was nothing

But to me

It was everything