Yeah, real music
Yo, ya just get in that
you get in that head space, ya know
Somebody get the body bags
working with beats and
Put the MC's in them season them
put them on a beat with me
then I'm eating them
Get away from the table
you rappers ain't hungry enough
you rappers ain't hungry like ah
They talk about me like I'm here
they talk about you like you wise
That nurse came into my room
she told me I'm sick in the head
I'm in hip-hop's hospital bed
with a pad and a pin and a brace on my neck
They told me that I'm never leaving.
Why? I am as ill as it gets
Any rapper that say
that they runnin' the game
I'mma come in they session and cut off they legs, woo
Strap a grenade to my head
pull out the pin
My music is mind blowin'
ain't nobody do it like I do it
You ain't never been on my level
I gotta part 'em out the way
To keep 'em talking and acting like everybody
gonna get up in a sleep with your eyes open
You wanna know what I noticed?
I look around and my fanbase ain't ready
That last album was heavy
that last album was gritty
How you gon' match that?
Just let me
Do what I do best
You're better off playing Russian roulette
Then comin' in a booth with me cause I get
A little bit intense
I'm like, "Who's next?"
Y'all better watch it
take a look at where the clock is
It's my time
this ladder of music that I climbed
I took the machete
the game isn't ready
Them rappers, they coming up on me
I cut off the ladder, and I told ‘em, "bye-bye"
What? Were you lookin' for a high-five?
Nice try
Do not believe everything that you read on the Internet
I do not know who your dentist is
but he should clean out your mouth
Don't call me a sellout
that's something I've never been
I've been through hell all my life though
But I know where heaven is
Father forgive me, for I am a sinner
But you gave me music as medicine
And nobody want a problem
when they get in my zone better leave me be
I'm a mean MC
better feed me rappers or feed me beats
ah, feed me both of 'em
They like "Nate, what's it like to be famous?"
Um, I'll let you know if I make it
I wonder what life will be like if I didn't stick out my neck
200 dollars inside of my bank account, woo
I was living on that
I need some money to pay for my rent
I need some money to pay for my gas
I'm not complaining
I'm just being honest
I promise that I will not beg for respect
I get so frustrated
take a look at what I created
time is wasting and I ain't waiting
I'm a doctor with no no job I ain't have no patients
I keep pacing back and forth
I keep racing
You ain't never been in my book
and I got a problem with it
why?
Cause you acting like you read my pages
I wreck these stages, real talk
better give me space cause I am chasing
Something they told me that I won't make it
I'm not famous, I'm just Nathan
And I wonder how the world gon' take this
They might hate it
but you don't know anything about me
you know I'll leave 'em changing
Cause you know I'm real with it
don't care if you feeling it
I'm feeling, you don't like it then deal with it
and if God ain't real, real isn't
You still wonder why I existed
I exist in the world that's real different
And what you gon' be when you grow up
Nate? I doubt they will get it
My life is a mess
better watch your step when you step in it
This brain is off limits I'm off in a world that
you don't get cause you ain't ever been in it
In 10 minutes
I still couldn't explain what's inside my brain
don't mess with it
I've invested a lot of me inside these lines
I'm just protecting 'em
Everybody wanna hear the real version of life then don't get so sensitive
When I say something a little bit raw
I jot my thoughts and they call it negative
You wanna know where my heart is?
I stand out cause I wear my garbage
Work my hardest and every time I look into the mirror
don't forget about where I started
Tell me what am I doing?
Tell me what am I doing?
Tell me what am I, what am I doing?
Mmm
Tell me what am I doing?
I say what am I doing?
Tell me what am I doing here?
If I'm not being real, mmm