I wonder if I die
Will I be historic
I wonder cry
Will you be here warning
That I got a rude awaking
I'm shaking the sweat comes off my face
I'm in debt for what I'm sayin
I'm just a little worried
That I'll be like this life
I'm staying up writing songs
With the same meaning same mic
Same dude same this
Same beat same shit
My feelings stay forever
Even money won't make it better
I'm not even poor
But I don't got any money
Why is it such a ****ing chore
For me to get anybody
To help me
I'm helping when you need me at your worst
You might be worse
But can't you help a friend that's feeling cursed
It's ****ing selfish
You think you get it just because your sad
But all you do is stay inside and waste your time you think your fine
But once you find all the energy you wasted staying up loosing sleep, social life is falling deep that you ****ed up
You had it all
You did
And you know it
Then why the **** you interested on someone else's motive? (I don't know)
Like why the **** you pinterest shit but never follow orders? (True)
Like why the **** your bring me to a point where I am happy only thing you ever ask me for is money, time and rapping
Life is short full of butterfly's, effects and napping
And I know you probably closed off
In the first verse
Probably dozed off
I'm not surprised
You didn't listen
But will you ever
To the next person you like
Are you getting better?
Cause that'd be a shame
For that person to deal with weather
No one could imagine
I imagine life for us
On the battle bus
Where the **** we dropping?
Cause I wanna get the ****ing dub
Like see
Did you pay attention?
Probably not
It probably slipped through one ear-through the other
Can't you say think that it's a lot
I gotta deal with
But now my voice is really getting weak
I don't know if you feel the same
Cause I can't speak