作词 : ByeBye/SodiumHot
作曲 : ByeBye/SodiumHot
Prod.Grabby
我回想不起来 那中间发生很多事
痛苦的时间总是过的很慢
我爱你的同时也伤害到你很多次
如果还像过去那几年我肯定完蛋
妈妈叫我出门在外为人要低调
可我再怎么努力也学不会去笑
我得习惯一个人生活一个人睡觉
我终于搞明白音乐只能是爱好
我一个人是很难不过那时候有你
我找不到你了我依旧还会着急
是什么原因 导致 我搞不清楚
爱应该是美好的可爱的为什么那么辛苦
我学不来去卑微
脾气古怪在房间里砸烂水杯
我撑不下去了该怎么说 iam ok
我快要撑不下去了该怎么说 iam ok
I thought after all this time I would know by now
But I still think about it
I still drink about it yea
All I wanna do is to make you proud
But I can’t talk about it
Don’t wanna talk about it yea
我想要活得快乐点我不想去忍让
我学不会去假惺惺就像我永远吃不胖
那复杂又微妙的人际关系
我不想搞懂我只想把电话给关机
有些时候很难过 想要去趴着哭
我可能啥也不会因为没有读过书
我想要被救赎也只有音乐能够
我感到难受
我总是跟你抱怨我房间都是你的照片
那段时间写的东西像是大便
我爱上酒精使我难以下咽
我多么希望你能看见
我的梦想好像真的没法实现
你能听懂我跟你说的话吗?
我不太清楚是否走的路是直线
我只是担心我不能对不起我爸妈
I thought after all this time I would know by now
But I still think about it
I still drink about it yea
All I wanna do is to make you proud
But I can’t talk about it
Don’t wanna talk about it yea
Wait
I’m not ready to love
But I keep wanting to hold on to you
Don’t know what it means to me
Maybe this is just a dream
Leave yourself to me let me show you what I see
I thought after all this time I would know by now
But I still think about it
I still drink about it yea
All I wanna do is to make you proud
But I can’t talk about it
Don’t wanna talk about it yea