I told you i'd be a better me
I'm so sorry that i lied
My disguise
Kept me tied up
I'm feeling tired of all this
Something inside me is running and hiding
And letting the rest of me run free
I guess we'll see if it works out
But something has been telling me it's over now
So let this be my final stand
Close my eyes and hold my hand
God i know that i've done wrong
So let this be my final song
Let me fade out in the background
I feel like i've been caged like a dog pound
I feel like i'm insane when you not around
But
I'm prolly worse when you're here
Made a mistake and forgot it with a beer
Write another song about
You scream and shout at someone
Who just wants the best
God i'm depressed
Where did i go so god damn wrong
I think i'll be gone before too long
So maybe just maybe it won't ever matter
And maybe oh maybe it's not a disaster
Maybe you'll be okay and one day i can say the same
Or maybe we meet and heavens gates to fall in love again
I told you i'd be a better me
And maybe i didn't lie at all
It's the fall that i must take to fade away from all this
All the shit i talk
I know i was wrong
But i can't take that back so
I hope that you understand
I'm no man
I'm a boy
I'm destroyed
I've been hiding from all of my problems
And you filled the void
I can't be mad at you