2 AM thinking about why I always stress
All these thoughts are running through my mind like nothing
Liquor breathe, messy head, yea I confess
Filling up my lungs with smoke at least its something
Every now and then I stop and take a moment
To try and contain all these emotions
Even if your body decays, I know your soul will stay
**** my life, **** my life, **** my life up
Tired of feeling so numb I can't feel no more
Baby was it worth it , I guess I'll go
My life hurts and you know I'm never done
**** my life , **** my life, **** my life up tired of feeling so numb I can't feel no more(×4)
Depression comes so fast
Xanny doesn't make it go away no more
I've got gold on my necklace, she wants me now
I can't feel my face when I'm with you
**** my life , **** my life, **** my life up
Tired of feeling so numb I can't feel no more
Baby was it worth it , I guess I'll go
My life hurts and you know I'm never done
**** my life , **** my life, **** my life up tired of feeling so numb I can't feel no more(×4)
**** my life , **** my life **** my life now
I can't feel with this blade in my right hand
Roses on my nightstand its my funeral
I guess things are over now
Deep resistance in my veins
I've built my grave up
3 am I've died today