I know you so well,so well
I mean,I can do anything that he can
I've been pretty b*tch
I've been pretty babe
I've been pretty
Yeah and I don't even know what's happening
I never thought to say that rap again
But here I am I guess I'm back again
Cuz I lost a friend I won't have again
I feel like I'm going through phases
And acceptance is harder than changes
I honestly hate this I thought we can make it
And now just feels like restraint
I thought it was me and you,we're different than them
You're either here with me or playing pretend
I thought about asking but never his sin
But did you intend to hurt me like this
I told my family and I told friends
So really no point now to make amends
I just pretend that you don't exist
Kills me knowing that you're chosen this
But it'll hurt worse when you notice this
And the letter you said I never opened it
Six months pass and I'm cope with it
She'll be over it,but I hold it in you
Were here to help me when I wrote the first
Counts on you and I write this first
Pain that I felt couldn't hurt much worse
Didn't tell you how it feels I found words
Now I just avoid you when I see you
I'm trying to put myself right through it
Cuz we treated you like family and then you made me feel so stupid
First we're best friends and our enemies
It's hard to believe he befriended me
And now you're dead to me it weighs heavily
But I can't forget what she said to me
We're strangers that made melodies
Our strangers who have memories
Before and after doesn't play a factor when you talk about it or remember me
A second thought it probably does it
Like a mockable wobble that doesn't
A different person now all the sudden
I'm just like bucket
Told me you change but it's always the same
I thought we could do it,it really hit fame
Booked a flight to la go hop on a plane
But now it's your name I can only feel pain lee
How much more from my heart ache
And how much more from my heartbreak
Brother das say it's been a hard day
Like how much more from my heart take